Satu Hari Di Hari Raya Saye Tercedera Dek Balang Kuih

Dear all,

Wow! After raya, I quickly revised all blogs I'm following as I don't wanna miss anything:)

I follow one's blog only if I'm interested in cara penulisan diorang, cara diorg bercerita and if they sell any interesting stuff for sure!!! Hehe. So I have to keep myself updated with what's happening kan? Gila stalker haha.

Only then I realise, I didn't even update mine. Sorrrryyyyyyyyyy.

Okey, as I reached hometown (Parit Buntar, Perak) on Raya morning at 6 a.m. I quickly take a nap right after. At around 8 a.m, I woke up, mandi sunat Hari Raya, bersiap as we are going back to my Tok's house which is only 15 minutes away.

Oh lupa, disebabkan time balik tu is my first time naik keretapi amik coach katil, jadi sgt jakun. Lupa nak snap pic of the bed coach. Naik keretapi dah byk kali tp 1st time ade kosong kat bed coach yeay!!! Tu pun katil atas, xpe, asal boleh tido dgn bahagia tanpa disiku org sebelah atau org sebelah terlentok atas bahu (in case of seating coach). Dan disebabkan tido dgn sgt bahagia, xsedar lansung bila sampai Parit Buntar. Tapi right when the train stops at Parit Buntar, I woke up (cam terkejut dan tersentak dr tido), selak langsir dan cakap "Eh, station ni mcm kat Parit Buntar rupa die". Dgn cuak dan suara kuat, terus tanya amoi cina kat tepi katil sebelah. "Ni kat mana??". Sebaik saja die jawab "Parit Bun.." I terus lompat katil hokey. Xperlukan tangga lagi haha. Tarik sume beg and bantal (okey bawak bantal lebih xsalah kan haha) dan lari terjun tren. Pastu termengah-mengah la kat bawah huhuuuu. Nasib bek xterlepas g Padang Besar ke naya je. Pengajaran : Lain kali klu conductor tu tanya boleh bangun x, jgn confident cakap, insya Allah boleh punye. Diorang xtolong kejut!! Huwaaaaa..

Okey, ini muka gembira sebelum bertolak ke kampung walaupun kepenatan.

Sorry gegaran hebat sebab nak wat muke poyo sebegini. Okey ni baju raya tahun lepas, recycle je. Beli pashimna baru supaya xketara la konon. Sedangkan smpai kampung je makcik terus tanya, "Baju tahun lepas kan?"..argh makcik kenape cakap kuat2??

Sebelum itu, sesi bersalam-salaman. Suruh mama and abah duduk kemudian semua beratur utk salam.

Diperkenalkan..mama dan abah :

Yong a.k.a kakak sulung.

Ngah a.k. saye :) Lihat mama yg gembira dapat duit raya dan saye yg sedang cium2 pipi abah.

Yan a.k.a no.3

Lutfi a.k.a no.4 yg g merayau kejap pagi tu sebelum balik umah

Dan..Luqman a.k.a adik bongsu

Camwhore selepas itu..adegan berebut duit raya :

Tahun ni xdapat bagi duit raya kat semua sedara and sepupu sebab under budget constraint. Kate nak kawen! Haha. So just bagi duit raya kat mama, abah, adik2, tok and 2 org anak menakan saje :) Alhamdulillah, dapat sampul duit raya opis baru .

Kuih muih di atas meja.

Maktam and family sempat dtg kejap pagi tu 

Yong dgn Abg Fendi yg kawen pas berchenta 8 tahun!!! Dan masih berchenta bersama 2 org anak pulak hehe.

 Ni Fareez yg bijak dan aktif dan byk cakapppppppppppppppp hahahaha.

Ni Safiyya yang pagi raya dah tido ehehe.

Pastu..xsampai 20 minit je kat umah tok, terjadilah kejadian ini.

Time tu tgh sedap mengunyah maruku kat meja utama kat ruang tamu. Semua org tgh borak2. Fareez tgh main2 kat tepi sambil tengok2 kuih. Saye dgn tiba-tiba tanpa niat nak makan pon bukak la satu balang berisi kuih bangkit. Pastu nak letak balik sebab nampak xmenarik pulak. 

Time nak tutup balang tu, penutup die cam longgar. Tangan belah kiri pegang bawah balang, yg kanan nak tekan la penutup balang tu bagi ketat. Tiba-tiba...prang!!!! Bersepai dan berderai penutup kaca tu. Time tu darah memang memancut dgn hebat la. Dan..pakai baju putih memang habis jadi merah, tahniah. Haha. Penuh kat lantai, atas meja abis kotor umah tok. Darah non-stop. Sume sedara tercengang dan xterkata. Saye pon xtaw nak wat ape cam terkejut sangat, sampaila rasa pedih amat dan tgk darah membuak-buak, baru la menejerit tolong!!!! Time tu sume org lari g amik kain la tisu la minyak gamat la. Nasib bek kakakku syg terus cakap bawak g hospital ni teruk ni. Abah pon gelabah dan cepat2 bawak g hospital, Yan pon ikut jugak.

Dah la on the way tu dgn ade keretapi lalu lagi adoi tangan dan pedih giler ni. Sampai je hospital, terus g ICU and ada sorang M.A tu cuci darah sebab penuh darah xtaw kat mana luka. Sakit dia tekan2 sebab dah bengkak jari tu huwaaaa. Rupanya kat jari telunjuk belah kanan. Pastu die suntik bius sebab nak jahit, serius sakittttttttttttt!!! Tak taw nak cakap. Tapi time jahit memang xrasa la. Tengok2 7 jarum kena huhu. Pakcik tu sempat tanya lagi, ni pakai baju putih and pakai cincin ni, baru lepas bertunang ke tadi?? Huwaaaa.

Pastu terus balik umah je sebab cam lemah gila darah kuar banyak. Terus melantak dengan berjaya sambil tangan denyut2. Hehehe.

Inilah hasilnye :

 

Ni pulak outfit raya ke 2. Tiba-tiba rasa nak pakai inner awning cmni balik selepas sekian lama beryuna dan berhana tajima dan berpashimna.

3 beradik yg bising dan kucar kacir dan riuh rendah dan kelam kabut. Dalam gambar xnampak kan?? Haha.

 Okey xmau dah pakai tudung camni. Muka jadi gemuk berganda. Hukhuk..

Isnin lepas dah bukak jahit sambil menangis dan menjerit satu klinik. Sebab....terima kasih sebab bukak jahit saye walaupun luka still berdarah..terima kasih jugak pakcik M.A sebab jahit sgt kemas dan rapat smpai time diorang nak bukak jahit diorg tarik dgn hebat. Huwaaaaaaaaa

Serius, trauma. Duduk sorang menggigil ingat kesakitan bukak jahit lebih dari tengok cerita seram gigil die.

Okey, nak g jalan-jalan cari tudung. Jumaat kan rehat 2 jam hehe.

Daaaaa....Sorry entry campur BM BI ntah hape hape ntah.

Salam Merdeka Raya :)

Salam and Hi everyone.

Selamat Hari Raya in advance.

Dan jugak Selamat Meyambut Hari Merdeka :)

Sedih bila Ramadhan dah nak tiba ke penghujungnya..

Tapi apapun bersyukur masih diberi kesempatan menjalani Ramadhan tahun ini. Gunakan beberapa hari yg berbaki dgn membuat amal ibadah sebanyak mungkin :)

Akan balik malam raya, Isnin sebab kena kerja lagi..huhu.

Tapi xpe fikirkan balik umah pun dah rasa sangaaaaaaaaaaaaatttttttttttttt happy.

Lama xjumpak mama dan abah yg loving itu.

Lama xjumpak adik beradik yang berbagai ragam dan hingar bingar.

Lama xjumpak anak menakan yang makin besaq dan comel.

Lama xjumpak kawan2 sekolah rendah dan menengah kat area rumah.

Lama xjenguk Parit Buntar. Dulu 2 bulan tinggal, tengok2 dah ada Secret Recipe and Old Town White Coffee (utk pekan kecil ini sgt mengagumkan taw!) hehe.

Dah beli baju raya kaler turquoise dan pashmina corak bunga2. Juga membeli satu pashmina merah putih utk padankan dgn bju raya tahun lepas yg jarang dipakai. Save katakan hehe.

Selain tu, beli satu kemeja longgar hitam utk pakai dgn skirt jeans kesayangan dan shawl satin hitam polka dot warna warni.

Lengkap sudah. Penat sudah bershopping dekat Jalan TAR.

Semoga bergembira semua!!!!

Edisi Update Sebelum Raya Pastu Tunggu Masuk Keje Plak Baru Update

Hi lovelies :)

I have a new hobby. Stalking. Fb, blog, google u name it. 

Who I choose to stalk?? Well, that's a secret if not, they won't call it stalking rite? Hehe.

Just some updates (like anyone care) :

1. DID NOT buy baju raya yet. Arghhhhhhhh!!!!! I have surveyed these awesome + cute polka dot cotton baju kurung, but yesterday when I pay another visit before actually buying it tomorrow (sebab gaji masuk Isnin), there were only 4 pairs left and yang biasa2 je bukan yang vintage yg saye berkenan tuuuuuuuuuuu...now I really don't have the mood or determination to buy baju raya. Huhuuuuuu.Let's hope tomorrow I would find my perfect outfit. Oh sorry, any available outfit haha.

2. Bought 2 jars of cookies from my housemates yang sell on behalf of their friend and relatives. A jar of almond london in orange flavour & a jar of cake+muffin+with blueberry filling inside (yummy!!!). I plan to buy some kerepek pisang and kerepek pedas tomorrow :) Kudap2 sambil tgk t.v time raya (kan banyak rancangan best, walaupun dah ulang 25 kali) haha

3. Dah beli tiket tren balik umah awal bulan lagi hehe. Dengan harapan dapat naik yg katil this time around. And memang dapat!!! Tapi top bunk time balik (oh saye balik malam raya, pfttt!!!) and lower bunk time balik KL (malassssssssssssssssss), jadi dapatla try ape perasaan balik sambil tido tengok2 dah smpai rumah. Before this, sakit pinggang, belakang semua la sebab asyik dapat yg seat biasa je hukhuk.

4. Tak sabar menantikan nak makan ayam penyet lagi bersama cik abg kerana dua2 dah sangat mengidam ayam penyet ituuuuuuu..sedappppppppp lapaqqqqqqqq ish tetiba plak. 

5. Tengah berusaha menganyam ketupat kerana ada pertandingan deko antara department sempena raya dan merdeka. Terkial-kial tengok YouTube "Cara Menganyam Ketupat". Siap kena gelak dengan abg2 opis sebab diorg terer la plak (maluuuuuuuuuu)..akhirnya berjaya buat seketul ketupat tapi depan cun belakang compang-camping. Ntah apa masalah dia (sedangkan diri sendiri in denial xpernah lansung menganyam).

6. Asyik fikir kebosanan kerana semua housemates akan pulang beraya this Saturday dan saye tinggal seorang diri. Abg pon balik Saturday, jadi..my plan..to cook some new dishes! Yes, sure. Hehe.

7. I think a lotttttttttttttttttttt these days. About my future that is. And looking back, I guess I've hurt some hearts unintentionally, but still, I should've not do that in the first place. So I am sorry for everything. I'm still learning to love.

8. Okey that's all, for now, I'm still thinking of what to eat. Adoilaaaaaaaaa bosan dah makan nasik, nasik time sahur je. Jadi..........nak makan ape ye?? Huwaaaaaaa...okey okey maybe burger?? Or mee??

Until then, have a great days ahead everyone. Do ur shopping tp jangan membazir. Saye beli satu baju je tahun ni dan tudung berharga RM10. 

Take care!!!

Ada Apa Dengan Cinta..

Hi all,

I've been sneezing since morning..already taken my medicine but still I don't feel like sleeping at all..now that's what I call super-sinus!!! Haha. I've been dealing with sinus since I was born, so my body sort of like immune to any medicines I guess:P

Well today..I decided to talk about love. In general, specific whatever. Just to let out my thoughts on this once in a blue moon (yeah right).

Love is the strangest thing I must say. Before you fall in love, you'll list down (or at least put in mind) all the criteria of your future bf /gf /prince charming /princess such as 1. Handsome and hard abs like Taylor Lautner........................................ oh sorry, I kept on drooling. 2. Taller than me  3. Love eating  4. Own at least a Lamborghini  5. Know how to cook ...the list will goes on and on..yada yada yada....

But believe me, when you meet that special person, you usually meet those who doesn't meet any of your criteria or maybe just 1 or 2 basic criteria in the list. Yes, you did list Taylor Lautner look-alike but you'll end up with a fair skin guy with quite bear-y figure. So what? Love surpasses that. Once you'll get to know a person deep down inside, know their heart and the way they treat you, you just don't care about how they look anymore (but please be reminded that appearance is important, take a very good care of your image okey, you don't want your prince charming/gf feel bored or ashamed to be seen with you! Haha).

Love makes you happy but it hurts you at the same time. There'll be conflicts, ups and downs, tantrums etc but if you know how to handle such things, you can get through anything calmly. And know what, that's what a relationship is all about. You argue, you fight just to learn and understand more about each other. I heard that if you could pass the 2 years in a relationship, you could get thru everything else afterwards and yes, I did saw this trends in my girlfriends' relationship.

Once you're hurt, there'll be a lack of trust should you want to start a new relationship. Your heart will be broken, that's for sure but you'll learn a lot and you'll avoid the same mistake that you had did before. All in all, all of that are the processes to be more mature in life. Don't get surprise if previously, you loved someone so much that you think you would never let him go, but as the relationship turns sour and meaningless, you'll be happier if you let go. You'll be happy that the person used to be in your life and now that you are going to start over, you're going to smile everytime you remembered all the good and bad times both of you went thru together.

We grow in love. We learn about each other and we try to tolerate with each other's differences in order to make a relationship works.

Love gives peace to our mind, and bring fire to our soul. It makes us feel alive but it also break us sometimes.

Either one, you are blessed if you'll get to be loved back by the person you loved.

And it will mean the world should the two of you end up in a marriage. If not, move on and feel happy for yourself..as only people who love him/herself before they find love, could love others as they have a lot of love inside.

Learn to love yourself, then someone will love you, fret not:)

So smile :) And love.

Wordless Wednesday

: )

Trust Issue

Hi all,

So sorry for not updating my blog earlier..these past 2 weeks, I feel kinda gloomy, sad, depressed and everything related to it..despair, pain in ur heart in ur head yada yada yada...

Why?? I can't quite figure it out yet..maybe I keep remembering past experiences..which hurts a lot.

And still..after all these times..I just can't get it out of my mind..maybe for some people it might be considered as small matter but for me, no such thing as a small matter when it could ruin my relationship, life whatsoever.

Yes, I apologized for being rude as I dun wanna die in sin towards human. But inside my heart, it still ache. I just don't know, I can't even think how someone could said such thing, such inappropriate things. Joke or no joke, it doesn't really matter, you just have to take care of your manners.

Hmmm..there's nothing I could do. People say past is past, but don't u dare say that u have forgotten what's past..deep inside, and occasionally, u will still think about that thing. that person. that mistakes.

Now, I just wanna pray to Allah to ease my pain and soothe my soul as I just don't know how to overcome this.

I still hate her. That's for sure. Forgiving doesn't mean a friendship neither to forget.


I just wish, one day, u have a taste of your own actions and on that day, u'll think of me.

Most importantly, u'll ache like I do.

Then, it's equal.

La la la~~~update edisi 'Sangat'

Hi sume:)

Saye janji akan update belog secepat dan sebanyak mungkin.

Sangat busy sampai xcukup tangan dan kaki nak menaip.

Sangat pokai sampaikan 2 hari dah makan megi Asam Laksa je.

Sangat rindu nak balik kampung.

Sangat malas nak bangun pagi.

Sangat kelaparan nak makan nasik kukus ayam goreng berempah kuah gulai dengan sambal sedap.

Sangat menunggu hari Jumaat sebab dapat gaji, awal2 pagi nak g korek akaun dah mendapatkan duit.

Sangat pelik kenapa time makan sup hari2 berat xturun tapi bila sekarang makan nasik 2 kali seminggu boleh kurus pulak.

Sangat rasa nak hentam seseorang sambil ketawa dekah dekah (xmolek sungguh).

Sangat rasa nak marah, jadi jap lagi kat stesen LRT tolong la berdiri sebelah kiri dan bagi laluan kepada saya, kalau x, saya akan jadi annoying gila dengan berkata "Sekius me.." sambil buat muka fedap (fed-up) ala-ala graduan baru balik dari London.

Sangat nak pegi jalan-jalan tapi dah 3 hari google tetap xde idea nak g mana.

Sangat rasa nak baring tapi ni kat ofis lagi, nak cepat sampai umah kena jalan dulu hukhuk.

Sangat rindu kat seseorang yang manja cam kucing meow2 dengan saya sedangkan dgn orang lain dia cover hehe.

Sangat nak makan cupcake red velvet. Atau kek. Atau macarons. Atau apa apa jua yg red velvet.

Sangat rasa nak dimanjakan dengan diurut dan difacial di spa. Oh mungkin juga mahu membuat perubahan (lagi??) kepada rambut haha.

Kesimpulannya, hari ini sangat penat, namun saya gembira kerana di penghujung hari ini, nasi kukus menanti saya. Juga pakwe kesayangan yang bersedia mendengar keluhan dan rungutan aweknya.

Terima kasih TummyTrim.

Sekian, kemas beg dan lari laju-laju balik umah yeay!!!!!!!!

Yeay!!!!!!!!!!!!! Lagi sekali sambil wat ombak..yeay!!!!!!!!!!

Oh rasanya xde sape kat umah malam ni sebab semua g tengok Chelsea lwn Malaysia.

Saye yang xpegi?? Layan..eh citer ape hari Rabu malam kat TV3 ea??

Okey sekian. Babai.