Salam Merdeka Raya :)

Salam and Hi everyone.

Selamat Hari Raya in advance.

Dan jugak Selamat Meyambut Hari Merdeka :)

Sedih bila Ramadhan dah nak tiba ke penghujungnya..

Tapi apapun bersyukur masih diberi kesempatan menjalani Ramadhan tahun ini. Gunakan beberapa hari yg berbaki dgn membuat amal ibadah sebanyak mungkin :)

Akan balik malam raya, Isnin sebab kena kerja lagi..huhu.

Tapi xpe fikirkan balik umah pun dah rasa sangaaaaaaaaaaaaatttttttttttttt happy.

Lama xjumpak mama dan abah yg loving itu.

Lama xjumpak adik beradik yang berbagai ragam dan hingar bingar.

Lama xjumpak anak menakan yang makin besaq dan comel.

Lama xjumpak kawan2 sekolah rendah dan menengah kat area rumah.

Lama xjenguk Parit Buntar. Dulu 2 bulan tinggal, tengok2 dah ada Secret Recipe and Old Town White Coffee (utk pekan kecil ini sgt mengagumkan taw!) hehe.

Dah beli baju raya kaler turquoise dan pashmina corak bunga2. Juga membeli satu pashmina merah putih utk padankan dgn bju raya tahun lepas yg jarang dipakai. Save katakan hehe.

Selain tu, beli satu kemeja longgar hitam utk pakai dgn skirt jeans kesayangan dan shawl satin hitam polka dot warna warni.

Lengkap sudah. Penat sudah bershopping dekat Jalan TAR.

Semoga bergembira semua!!!!

Edisi Update Sebelum Raya Pastu Tunggu Masuk Keje Plak Baru Update

Hi lovelies :)

I have a new hobby. Stalking. Fb, blog, google u name it. 

Who I choose to stalk?? Well, that's a secret if not, they won't call it stalking rite? Hehe.

Just some updates (like anyone care) :

1. DID NOT buy baju raya yet. Arghhhhhhhh!!!!! I have surveyed these awesome + cute polka dot cotton baju kurung, but yesterday when I pay another visit before actually buying it tomorrow (sebab gaji masuk Isnin), there were only 4 pairs left and yang biasa2 je bukan yang vintage yg saye berkenan tuuuuuuuuuuu...now I really don't have the mood or determination to buy baju raya. Huhuuuuuu.Let's hope tomorrow I would find my perfect outfit. Oh sorry, any available outfit haha.

2. Bought 2 jars of cookies from my housemates yang sell on behalf of their friend and relatives. A jar of almond london in orange flavour & a jar of cake+muffin+with blueberry filling inside (yummy!!!). I plan to buy some kerepek pisang and kerepek pedas tomorrow :) Kudap2 sambil tgk t.v time raya (kan banyak rancangan best, walaupun dah ulang 25 kali) haha

3. Dah beli tiket tren balik umah awal bulan lagi hehe. Dengan harapan dapat naik yg katil this time around. And memang dapat!!! Tapi top bunk time balik (oh saye balik malam raya, pfttt!!!) and lower bunk time balik KL (malassssssssssssssssss), jadi dapatla try ape perasaan balik sambil tido tengok2 dah smpai rumah. Before this, sakit pinggang, belakang semua la sebab asyik dapat yg seat biasa je hukhuk.

4. Tak sabar menantikan nak makan ayam penyet lagi bersama cik abg kerana dua2 dah sangat mengidam ayam penyet ituuuuuuu..sedappppppppp lapaqqqqqqqq ish tetiba plak. 

5. Tengah berusaha menganyam ketupat kerana ada pertandingan deko antara department sempena raya dan merdeka. Terkial-kial tengok YouTube "Cara Menganyam Ketupat". Siap kena gelak dengan abg2 opis sebab diorg terer la plak (maluuuuuuuuuu)..akhirnya berjaya buat seketul ketupat tapi depan cun belakang compang-camping. Ntah apa masalah dia (sedangkan diri sendiri in denial xpernah lansung menganyam).

6. Asyik fikir kebosanan kerana semua housemates akan pulang beraya this Saturday dan saye tinggal seorang diri. Abg pon balik Saturday, jadi..my plan..to cook some new dishes! Yes, sure. Hehe.

7. I think a lotttttttttttttttttttt these days. About my future that is. And looking back, I guess I've hurt some hearts unintentionally, but still, I should've not do that in the first place. So I am sorry for everything. I'm still learning to love.

8. Okey that's all, for now, I'm still thinking of what to eat. Adoilaaaaaaaaa bosan dah makan nasik, nasik time sahur je. Jadi..........nak makan ape ye?? Huwaaaaaaa...okey okey maybe burger?? Or mee??

Until then, have a great days ahead everyone. Do ur shopping tp jangan membazir. Saye beli satu baju je tahun ni dan tudung berharga RM10. 

Take care!!!

Ada Apa Dengan Cinta..

Hi all,

I've been sneezing since morning..already taken my medicine but still I don't feel like sleeping at all..now that's what I call super-sinus!!! Haha. I've been dealing with sinus since I was born, so my body sort of like immune to any medicines I guess:P

Well today..I decided to talk about love. In general, specific whatever. Just to let out my thoughts on this once in a blue moon (yeah right).

Love is the strangest thing I must say. Before you fall in love, you'll list down (or at least put in mind) all the criteria of your future bf /gf /prince charming /princess such as 1. Handsome and hard abs like Taylor Lautner........................................ oh sorry, I kept on drooling. 2. Taller than me  3. Love eating  4. Own at least a Lamborghini  5. Know how to cook ...the list will goes on and on..yada yada yada....

But believe me, when you meet that special person, you usually meet those who doesn't meet any of your criteria or maybe just 1 or 2 basic criteria in the list. Yes, you did list Taylor Lautner look-alike but you'll end up with a fair skin guy with quite bear-y figure. So what? Love surpasses that. Once you'll get to know a person deep down inside, know their heart and the way they treat you, you just don't care about how they look anymore (but please be reminded that appearance is important, take a very good care of your image okey, you don't want your prince charming/gf feel bored or ashamed to be seen with you! Haha).

Love makes you happy but it hurts you at the same time. There'll be conflicts, ups and downs, tantrums etc but if you know how to handle such things, you can get through anything calmly. And know what, that's what a relationship is all about. You argue, you fight just to learn and understand more about each other. I heard that if you could pass the 2 years in a relationship, you could get thru everything else afterwards and yes, I did saw this trends in my girlfriends' relationship.

Once you're hurt, there'll be a lack of trust should you want to start a new relationship. Your heart will be broken, that's for sure but you'll learn a lot and you'll avoid the same mistake that you had did before. All in all, all of that are the processes to be more mature in life. Don't get surprise if previously, you loved someone so much that you think you would never let him go, but as the relationship turns sour and meaningless, you'll be happier if you let go. You'll be happy that the person used to be in your life and now that you are going to start over, you're going to smile everytime you remembered all the good and bad times both of you went thru together.

We grow in love. We learn about each other and we try to tolerate with each other's differences in order to make a relationship works.

Love gives peace to our mind, and bring fire to our soul. It makes us feel alive but it also break us sometimes.

Either one, you are blessed if you'll get to be loved back by the person you loved.

And it will mean the world should the two of you end up in a marriage. If not, move on and feel happy for yourself..as only people who love him/herself before they find love, could love others as they have a lot of love inside.

Learn to love yourself, then someone will love you, fret not:)

So smile :) And love.

Wordless Wednesday

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Trust Issue

Hi all,

So sorry for not updating my blog earlier..these past 2 weeks, I feel kinda gloomy, sad, depressed and everything related to it..despair, pain in ur heart in ur head yada yada yada...

Why?? I can't quite figure it out yet..maybe I keep remembering past experiences..which hurts a lot.

And still..after all these times..I just can't get it out of my mind..maybe for some people it might be considered as small matter but for me, no such thing as a small matter when it could ruin my relationship, life whatsoever.

Yes, I apologized for being rude as I dun wanna die in sin towards human. But inside my heart, it still ache. I just don't know, I can't even think how someone could said such thing, such inappropriate things. Joke or no joke, it doesn't really matter, you just have to take care of your manners.

Hmmm..there's nothing I could do. People say past is past, but don't u dare say that u have forgotten what's past..deep inside, and occasionally, u will still think about that thing. that person. that mistakes.

Now, I just wanna pray to Allah to ease my pain and soothe my soul as I just don't know how to overcome this.

I still hate her. That's for sure. Forgiving doesn't mean a friendship neither to forget.


I just wish, one day, u have a taste of your own actions and on that day, u'll think of me.

Most importantly, u'll ache like I do.

Then, it's equal.

La la la~~~update edisi 'Sangat'

Hi sume:)

Saye janji akan update belog secepat dan sebanyak mungkin.

Sangat busy sampai xcukup tangan dan kaki nak menaip.

Sangat pokai sampaikan 2 hari dah makan megi Asam Laksa je.

Sangat rindu nak balik kampung.

Sangat malas nak bangun pagi.

Sangat kelaparan nak makan nasik kukus ayam goreng berempah kuah gulai dengan sambal sedap.

Sangat menunggu hari Jumaat sebab dapat gaji, awal2 pagi nak g korek akaun dah mendapatkan duit.

Sangat pelik kenapa time makan sup hari2 berat xturun tapi bila sekarang makan nasik 2 kali seminggu boleh kurus pulak.

Sangat rasa nak hentam seseorang sambil ketawa dekah dekah (xmolek sungguh).

Sangat rasa nak marah, jadi jap lagi kat stesen LRT tolong la berdiri sebelah kiri dan bagi laluan kepada saya, kalau x, saya akan jadi annoying gila dengan berkata "Sekius me.." sambil buat muka fedap (fed-up) ala-ala graduan baru balik dari London.

Sangat nak pegi jalan-jalan tapi dah 3 hari google tetap xde idea nak g mana.

Sangat rasa nak baring tapi ni kat ofis lagi, nak cepat sampai umah kena jalan dulu hukhuk.

Sangat rindu kat seseorang yang manja cam kucing meow2 dengan saya sedangkan dgn orang lain dia cover hehe.

Sangat nak makan cupcake red velvet. Atau kek. Atau macarons. Atau apa apa jua yg red velvet.

Sangat rasa nak dimanjakan dengan diurut dan difacial di spa. Oh mungkin juga mahu membuat perubahan (lagi??) kepada rambut haha.

Kesimpulannya, hari ini sangat penat, namun saya gembira kerana di penghujung hari ini, nasi kukus menanti saya. Juga pakwe kesayangan yang bersedia mendengar keluhan dan rungutan aweknya.

Terima kasih TummyTrim.

Sekian, kemas beg dan lari laju-laju balik umah yeay!!!!!!!!

Yeay!!!!!!!!!!!!! Lagi sekali sambil wat ombak..yeay!!!!!!!!!!

Oh rasanya xde sape kat umah malam ni sebab semua g tengok Chelsea lwn Malaysia.

Saye yang xpegi?? Layan..eh citer ape hari Rabu malam kat TV3 ea??

Okey sekian. Babai.

What a feeling :)

Hi everyone!!!

Gosh dunno where and what to start with:P

Despite of Fufu having another operation (shoulder that is), I am still happy:)

When I visited him at the hospital, he's very veryyyyy concern about me.

It's lovely. Not on how I will go home from the Hospital (yg masya Allah jauh amat) & how org jahat will do bad things to me & on how late I stay at the hospital, dah malam baru nak balik.

All that but....

This one thing. He look at me worriedly. He thought I will leave him during his recovery.

I laugh and I was like..what??? Haha please don't doubt my feelings for you la syg..

I won't do that. You are everything to me.

Remember when you had your knee operation? I was there for 3 continuous days!

It was a long journey there, I even had to walk for how many k/m I can't even recall (sesat some more), but you know I'll do that for you rite?

Because you did everything for me.

Remember when I slipped at sprained my arm soooooooooo badly? You still make time to accompany me to the clinic although you had to leave your futsal game earlier. You don't even complained. And I would smile everytime we went to clinic together. Before I even open my mouth to explain on my conditions, you will spill out everything first. Well, you really know me baby haha. Funny. And siap membebel kat doktor cakap I malas makan ubat la itu ini kan kan..amboi3x........... hahahaha.

Remember when I was like a mad woman scolding you saying this that everything..but you still stay patient with me aite? I seldom do that.

Oh I love how you complimented the way I dress and my makeup & also tegur kalau you think it is too tight ke jarang ke ape ke (sometimes I don't realise huhu). Kdg2 you are like my best girlfriend! Hehe. You know what suits me and what not. You loves me sans makeup or with just a light touch of makeup. And if I wear lenses, you'll stare lama2 which I like! hahaha just love the power of lens! And everytime I wear new scarf with new style, you always look amaze! Girl loves praises okey, verbal or non-verbal haha.

If we went out, sometimes I just take a look at some bracelet, anklet, ring etc coz I love looking at cute things! But you unselfishly buy them for me! I'm so grateful:) Our ring? Yeah maybe it's cheap but it means the world to me, got that? And don't compare yourself with anyone in my past. Now I'm with you, they were just...past.

I think we argued enough. Cry enough. Mad at each other enough. Throw tantrums at each other enough.

Now, at our life stage, we are calmer. We discuss things, we solve problems, we don't wanna hurt each other anymore aite?

And we are more focused.

Saving up for our future. No more games. No more secrets.

Just us and looking forward to our married life, insya Allah.

I'm glad I found you. In you, I found my friend, boyfriend, soul mate and hopefully one day, husband:)

Hey syg, you keep repeating that I'm gonna leave you. But trust me, it never cross my mind. Not even once. I know it from the first time we met. I pray for Allah in every single prayer...

"Ya Allah, jodohkanlah aku dengan Mohd Fuad bin Shaari"

As simple as that :)

(muke berminyak sebab xmekap sila abaikan haha, he said he loves me au-naturel kan kehkehkeh)

p/s : and you are more manja nowadays..alolooooo. I heart you abg!